the flickering-box-of-light
ahhh.... tv.... one of my greatest enemies. I seriously watch too much of it... Or maybe its not that i watch too much of it, maybe its the fact that I watch it when even if I know I have other work to do (or maybe thats just me hating school), but anyway, I just find tv shows so entertaining. For example, i just finished watching "Everwood"... I would have to say that its not a bad show, and that I would watch it every week if i remembered. now "Alias" is definitley i show I would like to watch regularly... female spys.... thats just cool... =)

oooo, and quick shout out to reg who is one of the bestest guys i know!

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ahhhhhhh life is good.... I don't know why, it just is. I am terribly sorry for my last post..... it was quite depressing.... I've decided that i have wicked mood swings sometimes.... that must be the bipolar part of me... =) heeheehee. ok, off to studying and whatnot...

Thoughts
is indulging in self pity selfish? Someone tell me please, cause sometimes i just can't help it... but while i'm all sad, I then start to get mad at myself. Why should i be feeling all bad when there are so many people worse off than I am. Am I that ungreatful?!? Am I that self-absorbed? What the hell is wrong with me? there are absolutely no justifications for my emotions right now! ... Then why do I have them? Someone please help me out here, I'm hanging on on a string thats about to break...

i am so beat. between all the stress from school and soccer, i have just been so tired. It hasn't really helped that I havn't been doing my school work either. Apparently i was supposed to do a presentation in history, but i didn't know/didn't remember. ::yawn:: oh well. screw it, i jsut want to be over with school already... argh. damn senioritis... I don't think I can call it senioritis though, because i've felt this way since frosh year. anyways, i went to the boy's soccer game today at votee vs. ridgewood. Sadly to say, we lost 0-1. That sucked quite a bit. Our keeper, Dietricht, is pretty good though, considering that he's only a frosh..... wow. must go to bed.

wow. THS girls soccer has dropped to an all time low... we just lost to Bellville...

today i hung out with GSE people.... it just made me miss them even more.

why do people insist on throwing their lives away? don't they relize that life is precious? that you should savour every moment that you have on this earth? why throw it away for pointless fun that you will regret later? sigh. i really don't understand, and it makes me frusterated and upset. and why do i get so freakin emotional about it? do i value the life of a person too much? no thats not possible... maybe I'm just over reacting. who knows. someone just... i don't know... save me from this world of dissapointment and anger

9/11, a day that will live in infamy. Do not look back on the past and dwell on what has happened, but look foward to the new and glorious future that is to come. We will stand strong. We will not forget, We we will always remeber. USA lives on.

hahahahahahaha
hahaha, oh geee, this guy is so funny. I'f your Filipino, or even asian, you have to download clips by Rex Navarrete. he is sooooooooo funny... heeheehee, I'll just leave it at that

bllllaaahhhh
ugnnnnn..... why is my throat sore? I can't possibly be sick. I'm still convinced that I have post-nasal drip. That would explain in part why i have to blow my nose like every five minutes. yuck.

it has begun
So my last year of Teaneck High School has officially begun. yay. (note the enthusiasm in my voice) I guess it could be worse. But just to give you an idea, I'll give you a quick rundown. First of all, our school is in such-disrepair its sad. Our first floor doesn't have a celing for some unknown reasons, our auditorium is still not finished, the renevations on our small gym have to be redone, the first floor lobby is blocked off because of construction. on the bright side of things... at least i have a school. I wish the people in my school weren't so rude, disrespectful, loud, and vulgar though. On 'A' day, there is also no one in my lunch period, which sucks a big one. I guess just more time to do work then. I am just so glad I'm a senior though. ok, enough negativity, Smile! =)

ahhhh!!!! 3 more days until school starts and i still have 6 more chapters to do for history. The problem is my short attention span again. I just can't focus. and then I get bored. and when i get bored I end up donig things that are very non-productive. Its just a vicious never-ending cycle. maybe I should just drop AP hist in general... I did so bad in AP hist 1 last year, and I already have 4 other AP classes.... i dunno... it just sucks that they don't have an honors history class...

mmmmm... ya know whats really good? Honey. Just pure honey right out of the bottle or jar or whatever you buy it in. Its just so tasty.