randomness
I was just watching a recording of the play "Women"on chanel 13, and i have to say that it was quite interesting. quick synopsis: a woman with 2 kids finds out that her husband is having an affair, and the play basicaly revolves around tha entire issue. It was pretty interesting, and it also had a great cast, which is always a plus. It made me think about relationships again though... what doesn't make me think about relationships? Frankly, 'm just so tired of dating and whatnot. While there are times when I'd love to have a boyfriend and am sad that I don't have one, I don't know how i would actually deal with being in a relationship if i actually had on. It seems like a waste of time. As an author once said, what gives a person ownership of my time and my love and my feelings if its just short term and there's no chance of getting married? I dunno. Maybe I'm just old fashioned, which is pretty weird considering that I just finished Junior year of H.S. I think that today's society is to caught up with instant gratification, we have to do things now, we can't hardly wait for anything. But doen't rushing into things take the potential pleasure of what is to come in the future? hmmmm... And you can not say that I don't know what its like to be in "love" (if teenagers really know what love is at our age), because i was "in love" with someone for almost three years, and nothing came of it except tears. ahhhh, I'm being bitter again, and I'm starting to lectur, so let me stop.