What's with all these fleeting crushes that i have? They're there one minute, and then gone the next. I think I just may be one of those people who "love to be in love." ...or maybe it's something else. While contemplating it one day, I came up with a few explanations. now keep in mind that i'm talking about a bunch of different people here...
1) He's just eye candy, and considering that there's not too many attractive guys in my school... well yeah, enough said.
2) Considering the horrible self-image that i have of myself, i melt when people compliment me. that, and it doesn't happen very frequently.
3) I somehow got the notion that this person liked me, and it made me like them.
4) One of my friends started to like them, so i started to like them.
5) I'm just a stupid, silly girl.
6) I am so unattached (and always have been) that I will latch on to almost anymore.
7) I'm just plain stupid.
They sound like pretty good rationals to me. I always end up thinking about that Drew Barrymore movie "NBK" (if you don't know what that acronymn stands for then... i dunno, figure it out), and think about how much that is me, and wonder if i'm that big of a dork. Or do i just happen to be really good at making people not like me? And then there's my idea of not dating untill of marrying age ("Why shop when you can't buy"). And then there's also me being jealous of my friends... and my sister... and pretty much everyone in general. But envy is one of the seven deadly sins isn't it? so i guess i'd better stop before kevin spacy hunts me down and kills me...