grrr....
Dammit! what is with me and giving in to stupid peer pressures? So here's the deal... some people at gov school thought is would be a good idea to have a dance/social tonight. Cause i dance in the first place.... for one, I don't understand the deal with grinding.... grinding should be restricted to x-games or something... seriously! its looks like the two people are having dry sex! what the h*** is up! argh. And so my floormates pressured me into changing into a tanktop and a kahki shirt... they also made me wear heals for like five minutes, but i changed back into my grungy adidas soccer sandles after they took pictures. I'm telling you, 10 minutes into the "dance" I'm going to go back to my room and change back into shorts. Hey, they're kahki also, no one will even notice. but going back to "dancing." Yeah, I don't do that. Being a wallflower is so much more fun. I should probably read that book, "The Perks To Being A Wallflower." I heard it was pretty good. but anyway. It's not like I'm trying to impress anyone here. And what's the point? People should like other people for who they are; not for the makeup they slather on or the clothes I wear. Why should I go through the trouble of trying to impress someone or make someone like me? If they liked me as a result of my efforts, then they'd be liking a person almost entirely different from me. damn, I'm good. I should write my own book. Well they're dragging me out now. I'll let you know how it turns out. Chances are I'll end up playing volleyball. Wish me luck...