my weirdness
I have to be one of the strangest people in the world. I'm having so much fun at GSE, and I find it sad that we have to leave in a week, so why am I so down? I really dunno, i just feel really sad right now... Or maybe I'm cranky and stuff. I've decided that I have this stupid complex where I always fear that I am unpopular and that I don't have any friends and that no one like me. Now i know that thats not true, but i feel so... i dunno... i can't really think of any words that describe how I feel. I guess its lonely. Right. Lonely surrounded by 91+ people. That makes sense. ((That's sarcasm if you didn't realize)) It probably doesn't help by dwelling on it, but then again i don't really know what feelings I'm dwelling on. I think I need to get help or something, i dunno. I'm going to go watch Ocean's 11 again, maybe that will help...