tales of uncertainty
damn damn damn.... this is way to much stress for one person to deal with, so excuse my venting for a little while. It hits me today that I don't even know what colleges I'm really applying to... yeah, i have some listed, but i haven't even visted some of them yet... let alone read up on them.... Still have to worry about SAT I's and II's since some of my scores were pieces of crap... and not like smart-people bad... like really bad... and then there's just regular school. looking on current scores of test/quizzes/essays/etc, I've decided that it will be most likely that I will not get a single A on my report card this marking period not counting crap classes like gym and choir.... which means that my rank will drop by about 10+ places AND that my gpa will drop to a 4.0 or below... in addition to all of this, soccer is so completely stressfull and frusterating, which definitely does not help... ahhh screw it, this sucks.....