wow. I really don't feel like I'm starting my college life on thursday.... thursday as in 3 days from now (or 2 depending how you look at it). That's such an insane concept. To paraphrase Adam, I feel like I should be more mature or something... I guess I should start packing, maybe that's why I don't feel like I'm going to college yet. But packing now is just not true to my procrastination tendencies. Its funny, I'm not that worried about academics, well I am, but not as much as other things. I think I'm more worried about soccer and dealing with my alopecia away from home. Soccer, well, I'm still not sure if I want to commit the huge amount of time required to it. I don't want soccer to be my life at Tufts for the first semester, especially since I'm not going to be doing anything serious with it once I get out of schooling. And as for my alopecia... i dunno. I'm I bit of a spaz when it comes to that. I can't exactly walk around the halls w/o a hat or a bandana anymore (well, techincally I could). And I dunno, I feel like the world has bad pre-concieved notions about wigs and what not. Oh well. We'll see.
And one more thing. Is it bad that I'm not all mopey that we're all leaving dear old T-neck (note the sarcasm) and going away to college in different parts of the states? Seriously. It's not like we won't see eachother again. ::shrug:: coldhearted? maybe. probably not though. I'm just ready for some change...