Hmm... now that I've had a chance to calm down, part of me wants to recant my words from early this morning. The sortof like putting my life out on display for random people to see. It gives me the false hope that people actually read this blog because they care about what happens to me. well, I know in some cases that may be true. but in other cases i know it's just because people are nosey as what. we'll see what I happen to jot down. feel free to smack me anytime i say something dumb though.