looks life i've run out of things to talk about. well, that's not true necesarily, but I don't feel like anything has been news worthy recently. Unless you want me to talk about my love life, or lack there of, in 3rd person or theoretical terms, which becomes quite tiring after a while. I'll just put in a quote from John Mayer to fill in this particular topic, "Staying home alone on a Friday / Flat on the floor looking back / On old love / Or lack thereof / After all the crushes are faded / And all my wishful thinking was wrong / I'm jaded / I hate it"... that's actually a quite relevent quote though. :) don't chya love the way how things work out? Seeing as how I don't feel like doing work right now, I guess I'll talk about home for a bit. It was really good, got to see friends, got to see family, can't wait for winter break, The end. Haha, seriously though, my comp sci project is kicking my ass... i don't know what I'm going to do. Dropping the class is looking like a great option right now, I have until next monday, so that shall be under great consideration for the next week. It doesn't help that I have 3 hours of chorale rehersal on wednesday before it's due. (ranting) and what is "good cpu run time" anyway? 27 seceonds seems decent to me. But apparently the time to beat is 0.1 cpu seconds. 0.1!!! haha, right. And while I'm raving on, why is everything always on the same day? lets take friday for example, shall we? It's Anu's b-day, but also the bub's winter concert, and the piano duet concert that ryan's in, and the TDC show, and blahblahblah.... Decisions, decisions, decisions. Oh! and another thing! My lottery housing number for next year? Yeah, 1756... the range is 2999 - 1500 with higher numbers being better. Sucks to be me I guess. I don't really mind living in a double though, I just sorta want to stay uphill. I guess I'll just have to see. I'd like to end on a good note though... lets see.... I got to read The Da Vinci Code this weekend and it was spectacular. While some people would say that books like that challenge their faith, and I see where they're coming from, books like that just make me want to explore my faith more. Haha, ever since I read the author's first book, Angels and Demons, I've been convinced that the church (The Catholic Church that is) has been hiding stuff from me. :) Reading The Da Vinci Code just reaffirmed that thought. While it has made me doubt and question, I remember someone saying that it's good to doubt and that God wants us to doubt... I guess it's so we can come into our faith by really understanding and not taking everything on blind faith. ::shrug:: I know that God loves me and that he's rescued me from some pretty bad situations in the past, and that's enough for me for now.