I have this notion that things should just click if they're meant to be. Or maybe that's just my hopeless romantic side speaking. This notion is applicable to more than just relationships though, it should be applicable to everything... majors, friends, life decisions, and what not. But I also know that sometimes it takes deeper exploration to actually make a decision about somethings. It takes a while to get to know people, to get to know enough about a life choice. "I know that time brings change, and change takes time" sings Nichole Nordeman. I feel however, that somethings cannot, and should not, be forced after a certain time... emphasis on somethings. There are somethings worth fighting for. The hard part is figuring out what those things are. At this point, I can think of one that I'm sure about...

I believe in the kingdom come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
Bleed into one
Well yes I’m still running

You broke the bonds and you
Loosed the chains
Carried the cross
Of my shame
Of my shame
You know I believed it

But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for...