bah
life is poop right now. I don't know why I insist on trying out for things when I know that I'm not going to get in. It's like self torture. Well anyways, would you like to know what I was pondering at 3:30 this morning? Well I'm going to tell you. I've heard people say that it's better to do one thing and be good at it than do a lot of things and be okay at them. This being said I realized why I do a lot of different things... Cause I'm not really good at anything! I'm okay at things, but not great. Soccer... hahaha, singing... yeah right, dancing... obviously not, school... look at my sucky GPA... baaaaaahhhhhh. AND and I don't have any clue of what I want to do in life. How am I supposed to pick what classes to take if I don't have a general direction to go in! Harumph. I think I'm going to go crawl in a hole now so go away. Well first excuse my rudeness and negativity. It's a phase. Alright, now go away.