big mess over nothing
dammit dammit dammit... now that the bids are only going to be $80, I have no excuse not to go to prom.. because if everyone goes, then I wont have anyone to chill with or have an "anti-prom" with... grrrrr... so much stress for one stupid night. limo problems. what to do right after. what to do for a trip. my goodness.. comeon people... sigh. So i've resigned myself to going... so should I go stag or should i sucker one of my guy friends into comming with me? Going stag could actually be fun, but I don't know. If senior year is supposed to be one of the happiest times of my life, then why am I so sad and frusterated and forlorn? sigh. I would give almost anything for it to be June 18th right now. or better yet, late august, because then I would be gone from all of this. start anew. leave my past behind. dammit, I hate when I get all depressed like this... I apologize to anyone whose actually reading this, you'll just have to bear with me for a little while.
Ahh!! and another thing! People need to stop being so idealistic and realize that our society is not perfect and it will never be...