how am I? I'm surprisingly good considering... Was it worth it? I don't know yet. I'm still working that one out... You might say to me, it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all... but is it really? what were the circumstances that the author was refering to? did he lose his love to ill-fated death? in that case, then yes, i agree with him... but i'm still not sure... love between friends works perefectly fine to me. So does this mean i'm going back to my old stance about relationships? I don't know... I have a feeling that I only said that to make myself feel better about my loserness... i was only rationalizing not being asked out... yes. that must be it. because if not, i am the weakest person on earth and have no will... oh i don't know... my thoughts are a big jumbled mess right now, which is probably good, because if i was thinking coherently right now, i would probably be somewhere else curled up into a ball right now, or as much as humanly possible... I think pondering for a while would actually be a good thing to do.. anyone care to join me? or leave me little shoutout thingys and I'll ponder whatever you're pondering... philisophical discussions are always a good time... anything than whats running through the channels of my grey matter right now...